misplaced & scattered heart.

the moment i left home, stories started to unfold all around me instantly. the further away i was from my comfortable routine little ohio life, the more i dove into this small space to grow & unravel, to experience, to be vulnerable. & it honestly felt good most days. we were chasing sunsets in the […]

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this is my isaac.

finding the words. i tried to write about it. i wanted to take notes over everything that God was telling me here. i wanted to remember how i felt. how badly it all hurt. but at the same time, find a way to remind myself that – it needed to.   in the same token, […]

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the process of being shattered.

momma’s kitchen floor. i remember sitting there with her, tracing the grains in the hardwood floor, glancing at each set of shadows that outlined our bare toes. tripping over truths, falling in surrender. i had been here a million times before. i’d lay out my plans. give her a peek at my messy blueprints. kept […]

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this is what you get.

so this one deserves a backstory : i’ve done a lot of back & fourth with this post. & i mean a lot, you guys. i originally started writing it on father’s day, & it was pretty all over the place. daddy day tends to be a little blurry for me & all that seemed […]

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one of God’s art projects.

in the midst of being what seemed to be : lost, mis-shapen, craggy & run down due to emptiness… I felt Jesus remind me, “seek me during this process, little one. let Me chisel away at your life. at your heart.” i sit here in silence, feeling overwhelmingly small in this little room of mine. […]

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